The stress of the new position is setting in. I'm worried that too much is expected of and I won't be able to deliver. I might have to drop a class soon. I'm not a quitter and I hate dropping classes but that might be the only solution. If I want to do well in my new position, I need to dedicate time and energy into it. If I want to do well in my classes, I need to dedicate time and energy to studying. I don't think I have enough time and energy for both. I already bombed my first test. I don't think I can stand to bomb another test let alone let my work fall behind.
I have to make a tough decision and I have to make it quickly. I should consult with my mom.
Good night everyone!